The MY coaster

Hi...

2007-05-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

Wow... seems that it has been some times I didn't carve on this piece of thingie... lol... I'll be bck soon... Wonder still got ppl visiting here not???... lol

Year end note... a warm welcome to year-07'

2007-01-01T04:11:00.000+08:00

It seems so fast coming to the end of the year 2006. Hmm… I’ve been through the good and bad one… Mood swings drastically despite the law of nature where it explains how I’ve had behaved in this year… till oh god… I asked … what happened myuen??? I jz somehow found myself unpeace… till I met some bunch of ppl which brought me through this unoccasionally… I found bck happiness… yet I felt so sorry to my parents, to make them so worry in my behavior. SORRY!

I realize I’ve been looking at ppl with my own prejudice and narrowed sight… Here then I’ve learnt to open up my mind and find out the hidden beauty in everyone. I know … I think I know what I really want… not to be as childish as before…Hmm, it seems that I have had a lot to think. Tho’ I duno this a gud sign or what… seems that I’ve been growing…

A friend of mine told me “Do things that you feel you won’t regret after doing it and do it if you think it’s your time to do it, although the results may bring you some frustration or somewhat but JUST DO IT… nvr get a REGRET when u look bck… or you are such a timid little clown who is fear to encounter everything in your own life.” As I know regrets always lead to miserable life… so jz make sure you don’t ever regret by starting to do something that you should be doing NOW which I really meant... NOW!

Thx for appreciation from someone, I appreciated it very much ...
Well, I’ve met a group of friendly people in this year 06… haha… so nice to have u all!

10 lil’ small things with infinity wishes of best luck inside, hope it will be your side eternally…
Jz a word to say… I wish to see you smile everyday…

Lastly, I jz wana make a mark for this year… it’s really… oh … duno how to describe…
And yeah the best decision in my life… is to made up my mind to go for the ubf camp… haha… really feel lucky to have the chance to join this camp… which I really met a lot of nice ppl. And got one I cant deny, I respect you very much… I really see a true hearted person … till I feel I myself is lack of everything… so … in the year 2007… let me have myself striving to improvise myself … yeah.. is to mould better personality of mine… Thx for everything…

PEACE everyone… Happy NEW Year… May you all have a joyful year ahead… yay!
WELCOME 2007!

Unwire - Hay wire...

2006-11-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty down man... yet I duno wat to say...!

I'm jz bored

2006-11-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Since when I get my attention on the pinkish wall in front of my study table and what caught my sight was this

It reminds me the moment when sis preparing for her SPM while I'm with my form 4 final exams... Here she stressed up and carved something on this piece of wall... Here then I copied it with my little pencil without any sense and ended up getting scolded by her for deteriorating the wall-paint... ~_~! Guess which is my handwriting! LoL

A smile on my face b4 i saw this...

What A mess marn... lazy to clean up my table tho...

The weather is too hot for any species on earth to live and here I decided to take this...

That's me with my new cap... LoL!
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egg

2006-09-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

The Indian rotten egg comes to my legs n' let the stench to scatter around like shit!

Post of the Day

2006-07-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

I've surrendered!!! Let the music to accompany with my path...

Despaired...

World cup & UNITEN

2006-07-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

Worldcup finals...

UNITEN first year study is coming veli soon... Yay...

Can't wait anymore!

1 Day Trip de Genting...

2006-06-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am "early in the morning... 10 mins for my X'press bath... Dad shouted at me.. Ooi .. faster faster... If not 30 mins la.. wakakakaka...

Testing 123... haha...

Lenglui Behind...

Lets start the journey... Yay!

Sis on spaceshot n' crockscrew...

Pretending calm HUH!

Laugh what la...

Sis became so excited when we saw a group of GAYS!!!
Here come THE GAYS...^Singlet n' the pair behind... intimate caress... quite blur due to another gay object was staring at me n' so my arms were moving fast... lol
Gay?!?! Toink...

Goyn' bck home...

SEE... How nice it is... There are always hopes in ur' life...

Saw Chui Ling the popular host, while I was loitering around Highland Hotel... She walked so fast down to the escalator... I jz stared at her at that moment since there was only a leng lui that caught my attention ... then after few seconds only I realized that she was CHUI LING... Aiks... If not I'll go take photo v' her... too bad... I'm a bit retarded la... so slow... hmmm... BTW, the real 'she' is indeed prettier than the 'she' on TV show...

Bck Home... tired!

Hmmm

2006-06-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

I posted a blogpost few hours ago but failed... I've forgotten what I've had written there jz now... Blogger sucks or it's my connection prb...

0430... hmm

2006-06-09T04:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. look at the time.. its 4.17... woke up so early? uh huh... It sd be..."so late haven sleep?!" I think something wrong v my bioclock d... Somehow, I've had been used to it for quite recently.

Hmm... bought a thumbdrive yesterday at MINES... quite cheap... 46 bux for a 512MB... it's smaller in size comparing to the previous one... i think jz as similar as the size of SD memory card... It is definitely slimmer n thinner... hehe
Thought of buying the mp3 car modulator... since that I cant get a gud bargain, I've to leave it for once...

Still got alot to say... but seems that I've forgotten...

duh...

2006-06-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm... tml is the final day for my finals... fatigued...
the few pieces of notes seems to become much heavier than before... but sumhow I wan 100... vrahhh... let me die...

Sinus

2006-05-27T01:54:00.000+08:00

I suffered for sinus problem since long time ago... as I nd a handkerchief on my hand almost every morning... thats too bad...

Sometimes, it causes me to sneeze ceaselessly and finally I'll end up getting sorethroat n' hay-fever... That's horrible!

SO... my parents decided to bring me to ENT specialist... 5 min of medical consultation costed me sumwhere around 90 bux... toink... Actually, I'm lazy to go... parents woke me up from my luvly nap today and I followed them in blur+sleepy mind.

Went pharmacy to buy some vita-c nourishments ... again the SYT looked at me n gave me an electric shock b4 I left... says me leng chai evtime I go there...*blush blush* duno where to put my eyes at that time...Well, am I? lol... No idea...
Haha mayb that's a tactic to tarik customers... lol...

But now... oh god... mz puff my nose twice a day and inhale steam from diluted Vicks during night... N of cz, those bloody antibiotics cant be excluded... So troublesome... lazy ...

Great Loss... Kena Pawn...

2006-05-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

Tired... my passion lost... thx to MR.Abu Bakar... Anyway, I think somehow I still can afford to get an A... jz that I feel like wana sleep all the time... rather than picking up the book n' study nonsense... vrahhhh... Pn Fatimah, a great calculus lecturer is leaving uniten soon... haihz... wut a big loss for UNITEN... she can make an extraordinary tedious chapter to become as easy as peeling nut shells... I love her much.. but then Y? Y u wana leave?... haihz...

RoLLer bLaDe!

2006-05-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

Long time din post d... I think I've lost my fire on everything... haihz... feeling that to compose a blog is meaningless for some reasons... Anyway, after watching 1 litre of Tears for the second time... here the passion comes again... lol!...

So, what had past had past... haha... I din blog since last semester d... haha...

What has happened recently? hmm... nothing special .. exam exam n examsss...= sienzzz

Bought a second-hand iswara... The kenari is now being used by sis... Thanks to my lovely parents haha...
Yo... will cherish the moment with u all""...
Sometimes, I do scare if .... ai nothing... i jz crap... haha

housemate come in kacau... lupa wut to write d... lol...

papa chicken pa!

2006-02-09T13:52:00.000+08:00

Those fucking ass'es are having great fun as they pitch the speaker to max volume while playing their fuckin' songs at the COIT marvelous pc lab... papa chicken pa... papa is anenenenenene.... tong tong apapapapappaapa?>>> toink...

Yeng Lo!

2006-01-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

What a new start... No bring car means no luck... wakakka... the gold kenari 'wong' me... no bring car = everyday rain, late to class, ponteng class, missed quiz and even missed the MPP camp...wtf! ... Wakakkaka... yeng lo!... anyway... I really anjoy the moment of torture... at least I feel that I'm not such a lazy bug who cant live without the convenience of transports... wakakka... Feel fun to see the bus driver to engage only the first gear all the way round without stepping on the throttle and let the bus to move like TMnut speed ... Manage to get back the exam 'Missed bus' anxiety... wakakaka.. have to scare n rush jz to catch up v the bus routine.. muahhaha... OMG me a bit bian tai liao I think.. wakkakaka!

Calculus full marks ..yeah ..I'm waiting for u... fantasy... tifa.. I'm waiting for u...

Vrahhh... caught a flu now... sorethroat due to intensive super multi heavy duty of sneezing... hurt my pharynx part... again feel syok for the feeling... omg.. bian tai... walallalalala...
And yeah... Tom wasn't angry v me... haha!

The start of 2006

2006-01-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

I was sitting in front of my study desk but my eyes cannot focus on the notes prepared for the quiz tomorrow. I was thinking back what I have done for these past few days and also the past moment of 2005… Nothing special for 2005… jz that I have entered UNITEN and started my uni life… and also thinking back ppl who had pass away during the past years… Staring at the T-junction about 100m outside from my window, it makes my mind peace a little… The lights brighten in green yellow and red orderly… the automobiles travel steadily… what a nice ‘scenery’… No choice, since there is no any breathtaking panorama can be viewed from my window… so the traffic lights can be considered as a nice view for me… =.=

Okay stop the crap… haha… actually I have abandoned my blog for quite a long time already… the blogging mood ignited suddenly for no reason… haha.. mayb due to the boring notes in front of me…

On 31 December 2005, I went countdown for my very first time… Din expect really that ‘sardine’ when I arrived there… Anyway, there were lotsa SYT there wearing sexy clothing… lol! A funny thing is; when I was in the monorail, I saw a 17-18 years old gal who was wearing a thin cloth inside and covered v’ a jacket outside… I think she was jz to drape her chest with her 15cm long cloth… She was yelling at her friend to borrow her one more jacket to cover and I saw that she was very suffering to cover her body as she shrink her body into the jacket… WTF… then y wear so sexy and dun wana let ppl see??? Laugh* wakakakkakkakaka!

Oh ya… 12.am came and the ppl started to put off the fireworks… wtf.. all the ppl were pushing each other hardly and roughly … I was compressed and suffocated… Then a gal fainted suddenly… wtf… Then I feel like I was so stupid to go for countdown… not that I have a gf to let me protect from being molested by the crowd… lol… Jz go there let ppl molest nia… vrahhhh… sad… !

Along the way bck titiwangsa monorail.. I saw there were still crowded around the KL area… I saw them like idiots … but then I was as stupid as them too… wtf.. haihz. .. nvm.. gained experience… haha…

Met someone accidentally, innocently offended someone.. I think so.. not sure… haiz.. nvm…

Overslept

2005-12-21T09:53:00.000+08:00

Overslept this morning ... 5 minutes to fully equipped v armors... reached BA half an hour late... Lift opened, saw bunch of frens lapping outside... nowonder.. ceh!!! class cancelled today... WTF make me so rush.. mayb the lecturer din see me so she have no mood to teach.. wakkakaka....!

Life...

2005-12-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

Kinda emotional during these recent days. Feel like wana go out and have a good fight... Arghhhhhh! Remixes songs accompanied along my vigorous pace... It has been pitched to max volume and I'm using my dreadful earphone... nothyn to be scared except being a deaf person for very soon. It kept me calm in motion while my mind was emitting gamma rays... Let me Shout... aAaAaAaAaAAAaaaAAAaaaAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!
Urghh feel better now!

Crap!

2005-11-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

Fatigued! Hard waves splashed over my mind, the door isn't imperturbable! ... I was thinking to get off my bed instantly while bed's power became stronger. Anyway, due to the imperceptible dark magic which usually steals away almost half an hour of my hardwork to pull myself out from its territory.
For the daily routine, dad assigns duty for my little brother to come beside me n' shouts "KOKO... PAPA kiao LU KI LAI LIAO.. LO ke JIA" (hokkien) > Brother! Dad ask you to wake up and come down eat. Which I emphasized is daily! "Erm... yawn...!">which is my daily response meaning that I'm getting up soon...!

Dunno y there is always an adrenaline surge after that which I can feel a sudden blood rush along the vein from my heart to my brain...! I turned my haziness head hard to the clock... it was already 10.30 am... breakfast huh! Oh ya... brush teeth....! After breakfast, I put my face in front of the laptop lcd and my soul is penetrating to the cybercity while my modem is connecting to the streamyx server! Check mail, surf blogs, check whether there were leng lui's on9... etc n etc... chat a while... fell to bed again...

Meanwhile, I'm listening to Jay's new album...I have been half-fallen to the dreamland again! I heard ppl screaming along the dark alley... know wut? One of the Jay's song influences and it brings me to the creepy alley... lol! Suddenly I can feel a shadow darted to my place and there he left with piles of letters on my desk... stupid things came to my mind again...My HD were spinning fast... I'm suffering... GET UP GET UP!
Another groan from dad which brings another mandate to little bro again!... walked hard to upstairs n call "KOKO KI LAI LIAO! LO KI JIA" again... lol.. pity lil bro... I think he feels like wana get something and knock on my head from his pitch... lol.. If that is me... I will.. wahaha! Anyway, there was letters on my desk... aiks... sleeping also can sense ppl coming in! After the nap... I feel my pimples are vanishing... wei! But I feel my body is damn tired as i jz came bck fr a strenuous exercise!

Arghhh! WTF has happened to me?

Time flee away n I was sitting in front of the lcd again... Feel like blogging for what has happened for the past days but it seems to be drowned by the deep sea water of memory... LUPA! aiks... Jz feel the weather is suit to my mood now and I got the urge to blog... haihz...
Holiday will be coming to end soon... Dun feel like waking up early for the opening sem but here I'm curious for my adventures in nx sem... cz of diff subjects, diff classmates... diff lecturer n a better study timetable... the the most imp is my new hope! Yay... Strive for my life...

"I'm very cold outside, Itz jz like the way I'm feeling inside!" My mood... which the weather seems to notice my mood huh! ...lol

18岁!

2005-11-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

18 years old edy… new life, new encounter… beer, smoke, love etc??? wahaha… Anyway I hate beers n’ smoke! 18 years old… means I grow taller, grow more pimples on my face…

Hangout with more friends nowadays, suddenly become close to squall during this past year… met new friends at UNITEN… both boys and gals… nice… went for interviews few times… tml will be sitting for Port Dickson Power final interview… hope I can get the scholarships as my birthday present huh! Lol… anyway… currenlty taking PTPTN also nice… at least no need to get bonded for 5 years for the scholarships… dun say so much… cz I haven got it… see wut happen after tomorrow… haha…!

Tml have to be a bit fake… wear formal… speak in good manners… aiks… lol…

18 years old hoh! Ppl say “ bok bok chui” in Cantonese… wahaha….
some already have a target and everyday keep on mumbling at his/her name… love! wahaha… this is call friends for 18 years old ppl…

18 years old is a stage where ppl starts to emit gravitational force to attract the opposite sex… That is y so many guys&gals are suffering nowadays… hormones prb huh…ppl who say he/she is not immersed in these kinda prb, then he/she is probably bluffing… sometimes we need it to boost out motivation in events that held in our life or even in our studies too(mayb’ lol will it be? Ya! haha)… we are human… a growing human… That is why ppl in 18 years old keep on talking bout love, gf, bf etc… some are brave enuf to reveal… I have friends like that too… wahaha… Anyway, much of them cannot distinguish between like n love… A common prb!…

18 years… feel like I din have any big achievements huh... hmm… from now on have to strive for my future edy… nx sem will be my hope since I don think I do very well in the previous sem, cz of the mid sem… probably not so adapted to the strange environment.

Haih… birthday jz remind me have to strive for future, be more mature, be more hardworking, be more responsible… be more friendly… wahaha

Anyway, found that social is very important… feel nice during the previous sem… socialize v more frenz nowadays make me feel more better than bfore…

Tml will be a new day! Yay… sleep… wish me luck!

Stress moment over!

2005-10-24T15:52:00.000+08:00

Holiday...

Yesterday, I was busy packing my things till the whole KENARI was buried with rubbish...

The JAGA wanna check my car when he saw so many things loaded in it... He asked for PC... damn it, jz like I'm desperate enuf to steal their pc.. even there are no pc's in the apartment... aiks... Stupid!

Driving in UNITEN is the most enjoyable moment I have had in the whole semester... so free!... Can go anywhere at anytime I want. Can save time, study till the last 15 minutes then only start my journey to the exam hall!.. haha... if I have to take a bus... mz leave my apartment 45 minutes earlier, then I lost half an hour of final preparation/reinforcement ... shit!... aiks... Besides, it is convenient enough for lunch time n' dinner time also... half an hour can bck after we have eaten instead of an hour. Nice!

Even sometimes can give leng lui a ride if there is a chance... lol.. Jz kidding.. wahhahaha!

Anyway, drive there during the exam week is enough for me.. for the rest, take a bus is enough, else have to be late a bit in class... lol!... Nvm, small matter as I used to be like that in this whole semester... the stupid bus came in about half an hour interval or sometimes they were late for almost an hour ... shit... !

Semester end!

2005-10-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

The semester is going to end soon and here comes the scary final exams. For the past few months stepping into the different path, I experienced many things. I discovered there are many types of people with distinguished styles.

Something small is always emphasized by people ceaselessly whereas the big one is not even mentioned and is treated as negligible. Got mixed feelings now, aiks...

Still fun to stay with that puki squall although sometimes he is a bit annoying (Sometimes I also feel like I'm quite an annoying person...lol), haha. I respect and admire much his stress management skills... lol. Relax, can say anything I want as sometimes he is a very true person... lol. No need to worry much as there are some fler in campus which I cant see through them in deep... lol!

I'm very cold outside... like the way I'm feeling inside... Empty...
Hope for the best in my future time, as I'm striving for the best now...

Thoughts

2005-09-18T03:26:00.000+08:00

Mooncake festival tml... Lonely in hostel... where are the mooncakes...???

Stress level arising for no reason...

Feel like buying a mp3 player... so that I can carry it here n' there listening to songs... music can calm me down ... it decreases my anger while the bus is not coming... Summore, it helps as lullabies… Nowadays, I always listen to music every night… using an earphone connected to my laptop… later got side-effect on my brain… lol
But that is not necessary as well…

I had read back the previous posts that I blogged it out before… The feeling is nice… can recall the previous scene… fun… its worth… that is the advantage to blog… haha… Anyway, feel like the previous posts is more interesting than things that happening now… arghhh!!!

Saw a sporting gal offering an isolated guy jz beside my table at the food court to join them eating… Too bad that guy was so shy… till he refused twice tho’ the gal is trying hard to persuade… Mission failed for that gal. Walau!… Why on earth got a guy like that!
Anyway, it made me laugh like an idiot while I was thinking bck that gal is just similar to WQ (of squall) from her physical appearance n’ characteristic as well… lol! Nowonder… Mayb’ that guy wasn’t shy… He is jz’ trying to avoid… wahahahahaha!

No comment

2005-09-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

Did a stupid mistake for my physics quiz which I should not let it happen in my life... grrr!
I'm so happy that I knew how to solve that stupid Q till I realize that I did it wrongly while I'm walking bck to hostel after my dinner... toink... suddenly the msg pop up "ERROR... "
The correct solution flowed out from my mind... wtf.. too late... late for 10 hours++ already... shit!

While I'm bathing... think of my sillyness to be so happy for the day ... I'm happy for the f***ing wrong solution... that stupid triangle... ahhh....!

While it started to generate stress n' drop my passion to do works considerably... I go on9 n' squall tickle me in a word... oh ya.. quiz... jz a lost of 1 or 2 marks only out of 100 marks in GPA or mayb I lose nothyn as there are still a quiz remaining ... wth...!

Worry for nothyn'... shit...
Anyway... still happy that at least I've learnt new things from silly mistake...
That is a stress which I ever encontered b4 since after my SPM... wtf... Calmed down.. feeling=nice.... yay!